Stream: ffm.to/duckcreek
Music Video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOxCDCspWCA
Lyrics:
I've been thinking about killing myself
Tell me you care and I won't
(I'll say it again)
I've been thinking of ending it all
Tell me you care 'cause I don't
(That's better)
They say if I don't eat I'll never grow
They must be right because I don't
I'm just a kid, my back against the wall
I break my heart when I can't
Not step too far 'cause I forget
It's easier not to love at all
(I can't help you)
I'm getting over lifelong fears
Driving points to get a kick
(I've finally fell in love again)
Still moan and have to spit her out
Every time I take a sip
I spent years adrift 'cause I can't trust
No one to hold my hand
The rape was never serious
Since I was born a man
(And maybe that's right, well)
It took years for me to admit
The truth is that I'm scared to death
That I'd be fine if I'd said nothing at all
I'm heaving off the Duck Creek bridge
Give it another gust of wind
I'll hold my breath and finally take the fall
And I just want to be loved
(...We both need to be introspective about that)
(And handle it on our own)
(Heal from that, grow from that, whatever)
(But, I cannot help you anymore)
(So, just)
(I don't know-)