a single for my next upcoming project, SXM.LIVE.#1 (danceable grief)

My brother was a gun aficionado,and supposedly he "killed himself" with a broken revolver. It's always been an extremely confusing aspect of the situation that i need to repeat to myself over and over. The police investigation was completely botched. At this part of the album, Immediately shoved back into debilitating grief, with not much wait. Repetition rumination of the same shit over and over the violence of it all the disturbing nature, incomprehensible and untalkable. Nobody knows what to say and they seem to not handle it well.