So many decisions I should make that I don’t
Wanna have a good day on purpose but I don’t
Now I miss myself, miss how I used not to know
So many ugly things, so many nasty things

So many times I’ve been hurt I became one of them
So getting used to heartless, is this now my state?
So I shouldn’t be okay but I feel like im fine
I dont wanna be okay but I feel like Im fine

Am I a numb bitch now?
Am I a numb bitch now?
Am I a numb bitch now?
Am I a numb bitch?

Mikham ashegh nabasham
Be hichki nemitoonam begam
Mikham ashegh nabasham
Be hichki nemitoonam begam
chetori man dooset daram
Be hichki nemitoonam begam

می‌خواهم عاشق نباشم
به هیچکی نمی‌تونم بگم
می‌خواهم عاشق نباشم
به هیچکی نمی‌تونم بگم
چطوری من دوستت دارم
به هیچکی نمی‌تونم بگم

Am I a numb bitch now?
Am I a numb bitch now?
Am I a numb bitch now?
Am I a numb bitch?