Oh what a fool I have been
I don’t know if you knew but when you broke away from me you always left a trail behind you
Even when you didn’t know where you were
I was following right behind you
I don’t know what was your fascination with the ideal
The mystery of the idealized
You were always looking for other worlds, and places where nobody else could go
You wanted to fulfill something, this fulfilled me, to see it, to see it softly, I wasn’t trying to solve anything… cause I had known all along.
Reality was where I had to know who I was, I could not accept your fantasies.
But I could be a voyeur to them and I could watch you go farther and deeper into space
and when you walked too far out i’d be here to get you to come back this way.. id be patient.
I’d believe in you.
This would satisfy me. I genuinely thought we could both get what we wanted.
In ways we did, but at the expense of what sacrifices.