zav : amicable deuces prod mymundanelife #ytpTeam #Forum
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sabotage myself like Mike
we had a good thing going but i didn't like:
ignoring little things we said, the fun we've had
the cycle I've been in it's. weird cause I like you still, I miss you all the same
I know I give off mixed emotions but they go untamed
(i) don't break down at my job crying cause it's all the same
"hey, we're still friends," i tell myself, but is it all the same over there?
I know it's gotta hurt
I know I've placed my hurt, I'm not feeling sorry for myself, but I think we made it work
my week's just been stressful, and our time takes us away from stress
full of assumptions I am, I don't know if it's the same feelings
not us rn just me and you, it's all so unappealing
I said I'd move forward but im busy staring at the ceiling
bad news for the referee - this is not my self healing
ask God why I do this to myself, silence rung like telephone
"u ask me bout free will and u the one with the telephone"