To Whom It May Concern,

I used to love. Now I need to be fed at times. It’s not out of love and it’s not for fun. It’s just a morning routine now. Last seven years have been such a strange, strange time.

Now I’m dreaming of all those times when silence meant love, because I remember that as real. I’m really tired and I know you are too. I will try to change this time, just give me some time. Every tree is always known by its fruit. I know. I guess everyone has a plan until they get punched in the mouth.

Regarding what I have done, what I have done is not illegal. It's not specified and it's not restrained. We can discuss it. It's not seen as a good thing but it is not a violation of the law. I’m trying to let my guard down more and more. I’m letting my guard down for the first time in a while. But I don’t know if I really feel like I have won this time. ​I feel beaten but also pretty strong. I feel beaten and I feel like I have nothing​, nothing to say. Nothing, nothing to say. Nothing to say, I have nothing to say. Nothing to say, I am so sorry, I have nothing to say.

xx

Mari

Malmö, Sweden, 2020
credits
released September 11, 2020

Music written by Mari
Produced by Wallentin Richardsson 

Picture by Johanna K. Nothroff

Verlag Label, V18
Berlin, Germany 2020