Calendar is about a sudden breakup, and describes the fawn response in a fight/flight/fawn situation.
The arrangement feels minimalistic and spacious, with vocals that lay gently on top of the acoustic guitar. Towards the end of the song the production feels increasingly uneasy. The song feels similar to lulling yourself into a stressful sleep when you feel too overwhelmed to do anything else.
Music Credits:
Written by Of Lion
Performed by Of Lion
Produced by Shan
Mixed by Shan
Mastered by Callan Orr
Video by Izzy and Shan
LYRICS:
Kept our anniversary
Marked in my calendar
Hoping this was all just some dream
and I'd wake up beside you
And I miss you
It's not what it used to be
For you I'd pull a sunset out the sky
Then you could keep it forever, it'd never fade
I only ever want to see you smile
And I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
Even in a million years
How could I ever be mad at you
I wish it could be easier
To love you the way I do