poke my cheek
and i'll chew your finger through
he's made me so weak
I’ve turned into goo

i'll trickle down the drain
down i go
can i climb up again
or will he know?

i wish he'd crawl on me
trapped in his hold
wrapped around so tightly
we'd never feel cold

i'll trace the shape of him
he'll become my mould
and settle right in
solidify in his bones

oh please,
you don't want me to go
no don't say
because i don't want to know

it's okay
it's not your fault
it's my brain
that made you feel like home

oh
poke me
i don't want to leave
because something
still feels incomplete

I wrote this song in 2019 after seeing the boy I liked with someone else at a rave 😪 it was sooo fun though, one of the best nights of my life. I chose to bookmark the pang of rejection for creative impetus (then I kissed someone better looking)

Originally recorded in my bedroom in 2019 and uploaded straight from GarageBand
Mix now polished by Selthe
Mastered by Ronan Fay @greendoor_studio
Cover art made by me in 2020 using photographs by taken by my dad