'i tried words' began with words, mostly words. Moriah Bailey laid the lyrics out on several pages. The words were crafted over many months with feedback from Bailey’s sister and input from the growing melodies and body of music that began to take shape around those words. The contributing musicians, Sarah Reid (violin), Ryan Robinson (percussion), and Ricky Tutaan (guitar), recorded their own parts and sent them to Bailey. The result is lush, intricate arrangements that complement a solid base of harp and vocals.
The album explores perceived dualities: yes/no, future/past, darkness/light, giving/taking, masculinity/femininity, wants/needs. It is in part about Moriah Bailey’s struggle to learn healthy boundaries but also about the harmfulness, complexity, and entanglement of many social boundaries.
With 'i tried words,' Bailey relies less on experimental sounds, and instead, lyrically focuses on her struggles to understand and make sense of definitions and expectations of femininity. It explores these themes through an intimate narrative of losing oneself in a relationship and struggling to find a way out of the relationship.
The album ends with a triumphant goodbye and joyous new beginning in “Not Staying.” She sings: “I contorted my body and stretched myself thin to form a bridge between now and when. So, as I'm gathering my strength to say goodbye, please quit saying I should've tried.”
credits
released December 2, 2022
all songs written by m. bailey stephenson
violin arranged and performed by sarah reid
percussion arranged and performed by ryan robinson
harp and vocals arranged and performed by m. bailey stephenson
guitar arranged and performed by ricky tutaan
mixed and mastered by chris harris of harrilon media
cake, photos of cake, and album art by angela renee chase
photos of moriah bailey by bridget stephenson