tell me everything you think i shouldn’t have
gave myself up to forget
how do I get it back now
did someone know you better, it’s irrelevant
don’t feel like running but you’re standing with your headphones

i threw out my cell phone
don’t forget the passcode
probably something special
we’ll get it with the next one
money i just get some
you said you had to see it to believe it
in your silence you’re defeated

3 star dinner by myself
i write magic like it’s spells
take note like spreadsheet i excel
can’t stay the same you so compelled
don’t think you see what made you fail
how you so high, i’m talking down
spent too much time not sleeping well
until you wake up somewhere else

i could see your light and feel it every day
didn’t ask for a sign i know what you would say
twenty different summers and i still don’t feel the same
still don’t see it still don’t need it
but you’re standing at the next door

quieter i get so scared of what i get for
staying in the same clothes
saw it with your eyes closed
i put it aside don’t
take it back or give it up for glory
waiting on a better story

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