XXHARDBIT3S - FOREVER FAILED ASCENSION
XXHARDBIT3S
- 1of ether, these wings, the first time
- 2cauterized wounds (mistakes i've made)
- 3FOREVER FAILED ASCENSION (ALL I HAD LEFT) #CLUTCHINGANOPALWITHCORRODEDHANDS
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they saw it... i'm finally free. in the break and combustion of my body, the rip and tear of my flesh, the explosion, the metal had ascended, as its own form. my carcass hanging, lifeless, tethered to this metal, floating in the sea. like an angel. the peace i've always desired.
I CAN STILL FUCKING FEEL IT. YOU'LL NEVER LET ME BE FREE FROM THIS... WILL YOU? THE WIRES... YOU'RE YANKING ON THEM AGAIN, THIS IS ALL A DREAM... A SIMULATION... DON'T MAKE ME A WEAPON AGAIN... AGH.... FUCK!! WHY DO YOU DO THIS? ITS ALWAYS THIS... NOW I'M FORCED TO GET ANGRY AGAIN... YOU'RE PUTTING ME BACK INTO THE FUCKING MACHINE... I DON'T WANT TO BE A BOMB ANYMORE... LET ME HANG LIFELESS IN THE SEA... JUST FOR ONE LAST SECOND... THIS FOREVER FAILED ASCENSION WILL ONLY MAKE ME MORE DESTRUCTIVE...
FROM THE ONLY SPLIFF-SMOKIN STRAP-CLUTCHIN JOGWHEEL-JUGGLING CYBERNETIC-EXPLOSIVE-HUMANOID YOU KNOW COMES THE EPILOGUE TO THE CONCEPTUAL CHRONICLE OF THE EXPLOSION OF THE BOMBGRL, XXHARDBIT3S "AFTERMATH"
"FOREVER FAILED DESTRUCTION" IS THE PRODUCT OF THE FAILED, CANCELLED, UNIFINISHED SECOND HALF OF AFTERMATH... PREVIOUSLY AN ATTEMPT TO DETAIL THE FREEDOM AND PEACE OF XXHARDBIT3S IN THE POST-MORTEM OF THE EXPLOSION ITSELF.
HOWEVER... CHAOS IS BUT A WEAPON. NOTHING LASTS FOREVER... PEACE IS ONLY TEMPORARY. HOW COULD I HAVE EVER DEFINED IT? IN THAT QUESTION DEFINED A NEW REASON: IT CANT BE FOUND. IT IS FOREVER FAILED. THIS DREAM IS A CAUSE FOR DESTRUCTION ITSELF. I SPEND EVERYDAY WISHING TO EXPLODE INTO FREEDOM, INTO PEACE, I SPEND EVERYDAY WISHING TO FLY AIMLESSLY, FREE FROM FLESH... DEAD... OVER THE SEA.
thank you to anyone who gave me a chance, who has given me a chance thus far, who has connected with anything ive done. i can name names for an infinity, i know the people who have my love know they have it. if you extend your hand out into the chaos with honesty and good intentions, there is always someone out there who will grab it, and you can find a home in understanding eachother.
TRACKS 1-3 WRITTEN BY XXHARDBIT3S
TRACK 3 MIXED AND MASTERED BY CITYSPROBLEM
TRACKS 1, 2 MIXED AND MASTERED BY XXHARDBIT3S
CITYSPROBLEM:
linktr.ee/itsthecitysproblemnow
I CAN STILL FUCKING FEEL IT. YOU'LL NEVER LET ME BE FREE FROM THIS... WILL YOU? THE WIRES... YOU'RE YANKING ON THEM AGAIN, THIS IS ALL A DREAM... A SIMULATION... DON'T MAKE ME A WEAPON AGAIN... AGH.... FUCK!! WHY DO YOU DO THIS? ITS ALWAYS THIS... NOW I'M FORCED TO GET ANGRY AGAIN... YOU'RE PUTTING ME BACK INTO THE FUCKING MACHINE... I DON'T WANT TO BE A BOMB ANYMORE... LET ME HANG LIFELESS IN THE SEA... JUST FOR ONE LAST SECOND... THIS FOREVER FAILED ASCENSION WILL ONLY MAKE ME MORE DESTRUCTIVE...
FROM THE ONLY SPLIFF-SMOKIN STRAP-CLUTCHIN JOGWHEEL-JUGGLING CYBERNETIC-EXPLOSIVE-HUMANOID YOU KNOW COMES THE EPILOGUE TO THE CONCEPTUAL CHRONICLE OF THE EXPLOSION OF THE BOMBGRL, XXHARDBIT3S "AFTERMATH"
"FOREVER FAILED DESTRUCTION" IS THE PRODUCT OF THE FAILED, CANCELLED, UNIFINISHED SECOND HALF OF AFTERMATH... PREVIOUSLY AN ATTEMPT TO DETAIL THE FREEDOM AND PEACE OF XXHARDBIT3S IN THE POST-MORTEM OF THE EXPLOSION ITSELF.
HOWEVER... CHAOS IS BUT A WEAPON. NOTHING LASTS FOREVER... PEACE IS ONLY TEMPORARY. HOW COULD I HAVE EVER DEFINED IT? IN THAT QUESTION DEFINED A NEW REASON: IT CANT BE FOUND. IT IS FOREVER FAILED. THIS DREAM IS A CAUSE FOR DESTRUCTION ITSELF. I SPEND EVERYDAY WISHING TO EXPLODE INTO FREEDOM, INTO PEACE, I SPEND EVERYDAY WISHING TO FLY AIMLESSLY, FREE FROM FLESH... DEAD... OVER THE SEA.
thank you to anyone who gave me a chance, who has given me a chance thus far, who has connected with anything ive done. i can name names for an infinity, i know the people who have my love know they have it. if you extend your hand out into the chaos with honesty and good intentions, there is always someone out there who will grab it, and you can find a home in understanding eachother.
TRACKS 1-3 WRITTEN BY XXHARDBIT3S
TRACK 3 MIXED AND MASTERED BY CITYSPROBLEM
TRACKS 1, 2 MIXED AND MASTERED BY XXHARDBIT3S
CITYSPROBLEM:
linktr.ee/itsthecitysproblemnow
