we survive and LIVE in spite of it all, forever and always

written by my love Magpyee:
Your flesh against mine reminds me softly that I am here. Your inviting gaze tells me to hold on, your whole being urges me to continue. My mind tortured me with the desire to fall apart, and the desire to work even harder. My cells shook and crumbled under the agony of existence, but you; you, my love, you are the sunlight on my skin reminding me I am alive. You are the wind in my hair, the grass under my feet. You are my sole reason for not suffering deeply in the dark of the shadows of my own mind. I will crawl, I will kick, I will scream, and I will bleed just to get out of this pit and fall into your arms. Hold me forever and I will be okay.

Childboy & Zumtru:
To those who have stuck by me and kept me somewhat sane while working on this album, thank you. The fatigue that hit as soon as I finished Lullaby hit me like a truck, but there's still more to go and I'm excited. If you're reading this, I appreciate you.

¬ thanks & commendations ¬
Album cover painted by one of the people I appreciate most, my mother, Amanda Jane Kelly. Without you quite literally this would not be possible, thank you for trying, thank you for fighting tooth and nail to bring me into the world, I hope I make you proud.

And I need to thank my father, I am forever grateful for you, for trying so hard to find a way to bring me to fruition. I know it wasn't easy for either of you and I hope I make you both as proud as I possibly can. You are the best parents I could ask for.

Thank you to my wonderful sibling who always finds a way to bring me joy, one of the kindest spirits I know. You will go so far and I will do everything I can to assure that your future is bright.

I am thankful to have made this album under my parents' roof, my success is only possible with their undying and relentless support and generosity and their drive to give me the best life they possibly can.

And of course thank you to all my peers in @dollhavenn , you are all going to go far, I know it. We will create something truly beautiful with doll.network and our Eternal Autumn. Keep creating as passionately as you already are, you are all in DHEA for a reason.

From mother Éire to the world 🇮🇪🐦‍⬛

Seasamh, Duir huath Eabhadh 🍂⛪️

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