A dissolving,
of that which used to be understood as a home,
drifting into a fog, into an abyss,
an unknowing of self, of the surroundings;
in a flood, so divinely requested,
flushing out all the belongings, all the definitions,
all the boundaries, all ideologies,
all the masks and all their performances;
A dissolution,
of all the different directions,
that could not hold and did not calibrate to
what the heart wanted, nor the divine will.
The comforts of a past, its contagious delusions
and the roots into the fragmented life it so formed
that nurtured a lifeform so detached
from what gave it birth,
gave way to a suspended discord,
to its unprosperous agendas, to humiliation,
and to the hypnotising structures of a sustained imbalance,
absorbing all the disturbances that embellished,
An idea of belonging so destructive.
Now it all breaks, and now it all crumbles
by the movement of time and of growth,
by sheer will and by divine protection,
into the embrace of timelessness,
far from halfhearted corroborations of an existence
devoid of mutual respect, good health,
and a fruitful collaboration with the like-minded,
far from the models of disillusionment,
alienation, disconnection and thus isolation.

an album in formation since 2022,
now out into the shared material existence
through bouts of doubts, reformations,
building and breaking, uniting and dividing,
the work, as much as it reflects the same effect
in my own life, my inner workings
and my external experiences
through this time period.

For now, this project is complete,
as it stands upon its seven legs,
etching a symbol beyond time,
illuminating itself,
yet continues to reveal more depth
within its flickering shadow.
This vessel is now full, brimming to the top,
overflowing, and cannot hold
what it was initially prepared for,
and now it collapses under the weight
of the entirety of the substance that flows,
from the outside in.