LYRICS:
I see myself the way you now do —
though the resentment remains accrued,
I understand what you did to push through
Habits get the best of me,
the vices treat and remedy
the unknown remains of my body
Much is muddled in the mush of my brain
Self-induced comatose, simply just another day
I hate that I need, that I have to change,
because the anti psychs left me castrated,
the parking lot is riddled with carcasses,
the rotting wrens and the paint lines adjacent
adjacent
but is it worth it, does the pain last a short-while?
May god stitch my enamel to force a grin, a smile,
because I think I fractured my jaw
My jaw, my jaw, my jaw, my jaw
Written, produced, performed, and mixed by Adam Reginald