MOST OF US ARE REPEAT REPENT OFFENDERS.
WE RARELY LEARN.
ONCE WE FEEL TEMPORARILY CLEANSED AND LIGHTER WE OFTEN SIN AGAIN AND AGAIN... AND A HABITUAL PLACEBO NOW LIVES IN THE PLACE OF LASTING CHANGE.
AN ILLUSION THAT ENABLES A CONFUSION IN THE DUALITY OF WHAT'S GOOD AND BAD TO CONTRADICT ITSELF UNTIL THE ONLY THING THAT FEELS REAL IS THE HIGH ONE GETS FROM BEING BAD.